Friday, October 29, 2004

when one has got too much time in hand they tend to think. and i am one of those people. when u are occupied and busy with stuff to do you always complain of not having time for yourself for friends for family. now, ive got too much of it. to all my camp mates out there who are still serving your time this isnt meant to rub into your misery. now that i have all the time in the world, ive got nothing to do. and it just dun seem to me that i am spending more time with my friends and family. weird aint it. one place that am definitely spending more time at is my bed. 24 hrs a day sometimes 18 hrs am on it. call that fortunated yeah be jealous be very jealous. just wait till you go through this. waking up at 3pm sleeping at 4 am. your life turn upside down.

finally yes finally. i am finalising my place in rmit. was really unsure abt going there or uni south aus. guess the one who gave me the answer was jan. royal melbourne institute of technology university was all he said. hmmm. that prob answered my question of whether if it was a right choice to do engin there. and now comes the question...jan..why are u doing acc there? cause u know that ill be coming right? hehz.

the fact that i was exempt 2 yrs also worries me. ive got 2 yrs of catching up to do. and all that ive learnt are like in the trash bin. ok no. more like being recycled right now. that is if i had learnt anything to begin with. die. hopefully i can manage. of course i can always start with yr 1 instead of yr 3 right? ya and whos gonna pay my 2 more yrs of tuition fees and lodging...YOU? if your are i prob dun mind.

one more month to my pink ic. cant rem how i look like in that. exciting. jan is coming back. and for all you out there who are interested. which prob will be just me and jan and yf...the match of the century...jansen the quek vs desmond the tan. see if being in aus improves one person.

now that my hair is getting long i sorta dread cutting them. sigh. if not for the fact that i got to go back once more to do clearance...i prob would have dyed them. from the time i was in poly till i enlisted i never had black hair...and now 2 half yrs of it..can wait to get them out of black. vanity.
supposed to go gym today. supposed to. singapore idol got the better of me. and mag. and surprisingly e sly guy did pretty well for a oldies. am bored to the limits and i need cash. anyone needs social escort(male) any time any day. ok prob not sun cause got training and mon cause its family day. i charge i reasonable rate. ha. if only. i dun mind delivering letters even. and theres this itch in me that wanna go jam. been a long long time since i last went.

still have got no idea how to upload pic in between blogs. cant be bothered to learn anyway. shall do the old way. cant wait for football manager 2005 to be out. and jan. i will be buying the ORIGINAL. provided i can afford it and i dun come across the pirated shop. and am sure u will be kind enough to burn one for me. cant wait for sunyanzi new album to be out. supposed to be out today. shall go see. the only chinese singer that i listen to. ok. or rather. that i buy the album. time for more tv. life. aint it beautiful.





stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.





desmond scribbled at 1:41 AM.
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testiculating - e act of waving your arms around in the air whilst simultaneously talking complete bollocks.

404 - a term used to describe a person who turns out to be complete dull-arse. derives from the WWW error message '404 Not Found'.

blamestorming - sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or why a certain project failed, and with the aid of a flip chart and some fairly intense role-play exercises, working out exactly whose cock-up was whose.

sitcoms - 'Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage'. what yuppies turn into when they get married, have children and one of them stops working to look after the kids or start a 'home business'.



this is what happens when youve got too much time in hand...


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1. you believe in santa claus
2. you don't believe in santa claus
3. you are santa claus
4. you look like santa claus


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always. and i mean always. use ernie ball strings. Posted by Hello

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Thursday, October 28, 2004

at age 4 success is......not peeing in your pants.
at age 12 success is......having friends.
at age 18 success is......having a driver's license.
at age 21 success is......going all the way.
at age 30 success is......having money.
at age 45 success is......having money.
at age 60 success is......going all the way.
at age 70 success is......having a driver's license.
at age 75 success is......having friends.
at age 80 success is......not peeing in your pants.
-taken from banter.

life. such irony.

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

cant believe it. after not having blog for such a long time and i finally did the page got lost. i click on publish post and it went to some rubbish page and when i click back everything was gone. can you believe it. i give up.

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

i have accomplished an incredible feat.

zouked on wed. pretty good music. but was extremely tiring especially coming from camp. and even had supper after that. was totally zonked out after that. slept at like 530 am..and woke up at 5 again. pm. that is. that felt real good. ha. and went to gym thereafter.

here comes the amazing part. decided to go over to benson's place for some dry swimming after gym. since he was on mc and ah neh is done with sch. and me. hmm. ya. am just leading my normal daily life. nothing to do. so here i was 1230am at bensons place with ah neh and bensons mum. seated around this square table. and off we go. ha. was pretty fun actually. disturbing ah neh and stuff. and here comes the scary part of this amazing part. hmm. pretty confusing huh. we played through the night till i saw the sunrise. thats not the scary part. the scary part was that we only played round the north south east and the west.........twice. others would have played it round 8 times minimum. playing for 7 hours. and at 0645 when all was up for sch and work we ended. phew.

and once again i slept at the correct time. but the wrong part of the day. 0900. i was asleep. and i woke up at 4. yes. in the afternoon. my goodness. my world is turning upside down. someone help me. not that i mind anyway. =)

finally jerry is out of spore idol. one more week and i believe some of our ears will start to bleed.

everyday i thank you that am alive.




stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004


in memory of pinky. for all the joy you brought us. Posted by Hello

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find myself getting lazier by the day. ha. even to blog. cannot. must blog. got nothing else to do anyway. life is pretty much monotone. wake up. laze in bed. fall asleep again. wake up. laze in bed. fall asleep again. wake up. realise its like 2 in the afternn. not that i wanna get out of bed, just that its way pass breakfast and lunch time. and adding to that the headache is beginning to set in. and i got to drag myself out of bed. and bring myself to my best companion for the past weeks. my tv. think its gonna blow smoke out someday. thats my daily live. yeah, envy you guys out there. dun worry your turn will come soon.

went for physio on monday. after playing around with my ankle for like 20 mins, the physio concluded my left ankle is actually weaker than my right. HELLO? its my right ankle that is sprain with a tore ligament. not the left. sigh. wonder if she knows what shes doing. or maybe after all her twisting and fiddling with both my ankles my left ankle got loose. darn. and am suppose to go back there next week. for what? for therapy. and guess what kind of therapy it is. running or threadmill. sigh. i can do that in the gym, on the field and round the track for goodness sake. what a waste of time. shall go anyway. since its still free. with my 11b.

got a super big aeroplane from benson today. last minute put the stupid aeroplane. but oh well went gym with mag. and she was gonna run so i thought might as well try. and try i did. i manage to complete 6 rounds. thats like 2.4. hahaha. with a not 100% ankle. concluded. am fit for game tomorroe. gonna trash viper. but wonder if i am fit to kick. being fit to run doesnt mean being fit to kick though. and still have problems sprinting. at least its coming back.

pretty proud of myself. watch infernal affairs 1, 2 AND 3 today. hahahah. the whole 3 parts in one day. thats like watching 3 movies in a row. good show. and it also goes to show how bored i was. cant wait for all my dvds to arrive. especially the south park. ha.

had a good time out with mum and dad yesterday. post birthday celebration for mum. ate at newton. good food. good wind. good ambience. less the fact that i was facing the toilet the whole meal. really appreciate times like these with parents. these times are rare. better treasure them.

you're the reason am alive, the reason i live, the reason i breathe. and to you alone, i give thanks.




stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

was listening to this while driving. told myself that i had got to get this here. before i forget in future.

here i am to worship.
here i am to bow down.
here i am to say that you're my God.

you're altogether lovely.
altogether worthy.
altogether wonderful to me.




stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

went to jb today with danny dev and y leong?. had a pretty fruitful trip. bought couple of tees and below is one of them. the cost of living is super low, i realised, in jb. one zinger meal cost only RM5.5 which is like sing 2.5 amazing. or maybe its cause the cost of living in spore is way too high. wadever it is.

the best buy of the day has got to be the dvds. ha. got almost all the new shows. at least i got stuff to do now everyday other then channel surf. whole body's aching like nobody's business. after one yr break from gym and going the other day with ben and vin wasnt prob the smartest choice. but since ive got so much time in hand i have decided. i SHALL train. and also thinking that my 10 over pkts of myoplex deluxe are goin to expire in a month's time. ha. better train. so there it goes. am occupied for my leave period. dvds. dvds. gym. dvds. dvds. gym. dvds. dvds. gym. oh and did i mention. i got the whole of season 1 of south park. ha. pretty outdated it may seem. but got to start from season 1 what. and that alone consists of 4 dvds. so concluded. i shall be a FIT couch potato.

lord thank you for your journey mercies and i pray that you watch over my family and friends through their days.





stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

spent the worse time at medical centre today. A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME. i dunno how do they priorities the way they see patient. but anyhow i know for sure letting someone wait for 3 and half hours is beyond any form of reasoning or explanation. and all i needed to do was to hand over a letter to the MO for review. and guess wad after 3 half hrs of waiting i saw him for like 5 mins. from the time i went in i sat down there till all the medics got their roll call and booked out. can you believe it? am not someone who report sick often can someone tell me is this the norm? to wait for like 3 hours plus just to see the doc? this is unbelievable and even to the extend of laughable. talk abt ISO. ARMY 21. my ass. i dun care if some big shot reads this. i have my every right to say this. if some high ranking officer were to go in, for example HANTU would you think he would have to wait for 3 hrs plus? talk abt fairness. and if medical reviews is given the last priority shouldnt we be informed so that we can come back again at a later time rather than sitting down there lookin at the darn board with the numbers jumping. a TOTAL WASTE OF MY TIME. if its a norm let me know. then something is really wrong. period.

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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

the doc says am having a loose ankle. and can sprain it anytime. and i need to go for physio sessions. AINT THAT GOOD NEWS?? now theres a chance for me to get down graded!! WOOHOO! dunno what she wrote in the memo. hopefully it says something real bad about my ankle....

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Monday, October 04, 2004

been some time since i last blog. better blog. if not i would have missed out a few days next time when i view this again. went for cohesion. pretty tiring in fact. settling the amazing race at sentosa with orange cloth. was one heck of a difficulty trying to explain to him certain stuff. but well it still went on, though only the first half of it. and we got on to beach volleyball which was pretty fun indeed. other than some screaming at the ktv it was pretty much nothing at the chalet. just a waste of time. ha.

decided on my uni stuff. got to settle it. hopefully by this month. check out of hotels for phuket trip. and oh got myself a new pair of specs. after the current one got scratched so badly that i can hardly see. always tell myself when i got a new pair of specs. i will take good care of it. place it back in the case and not throw it around. yeah. like real. that only last the first 3 days. tops. ha. and after that. ah better not say. which is probably why i decided against getting a oakley, other than the fact that too many people are wearing them. got the cheapest specs i ever made. 75 bucks. after sharing it with HE. was on some discount and stuff. what a deal. does this mean i
can throw this pair around even more?

oh and once again liverpool lost away to chelsea. told you. am a chelsea fan.

short term goal for now.

1. get uni stuff settled.

2. get back my fitness.
3. learn to play more solos on guit.
4. find a job.


thank you lord for watching over me all my days, and pray that you would once again lead me to making the right decisions in life.





stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.


desmond scribbled at 3:02 AM.
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bart's greatest fear is not that he is inadequate;
but that he is powerful beyond imagined.


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