Monday, July 17, 2006

8 years ago there was a boy,
who was clinging onto you ever so tightly.
grabbing your hands like a child to a father,
afraid of getting lost.
afraid of being left alone.

as the years go by,
things starts to get better.
the grip on the hands starts to get looser,
to a point it was slipping off with each moment that went by.
to a point where sometimes he wondered if he had ever held on to the pair of hands before.

8 years on,
the boy has grown,
to a person whom he knows its not what the father would want him to be.
and now he hopes that he will be able to find that pair of hands,
in which he found much comfort, protection and strength in, to hold on to once again.

and this time round,
if he ever gets the grip on the pair of hands,
he knows,
to never let go.
desmond scribbled at 1:08 AM.
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Friday, July 14, 2006

torquay beach jul 06.
kayak surfing.
awesome.
let's go back there again.
er.
when its not winter. 
desmond scribbled at 11:40 AM.
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

world cup final 06

























so dev and jae were in town recently, and we were in time for the world cup final between italy and france! so at freaking 3.30am and with the freezing wind blowing from all directions, we headed down to lygon. which is also know as little italy over here. guess which team i was supporting for.....

like i got a choice.

somewhere deep down i was kinda rooting for france.

so whenever france was attacking i got to keep reminding myself not to cheer out loud.

and it was total chaos. something that will never happen in singapore. with the flares, cheering, and the number of times i heard the f-word throughout the match.

it was a priceless experience. less the cold.
desmond scribbled at 10:23 AM.
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

goodbye and good luck.

in a little while.
desmond scribbled at 12:50 PM.
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

how many times have you tried to impress
only to realise that it doesn't matter
for the one whom you need to impress
already is
when He knew you tried your best


never again.
desmond scribbled at 11:42 AM.
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Monday, June 19, 2006

soccer. world cup. winning eleven. canoe. sleep. eat. shit.

yay-ness.

woooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo.







p/s. i think i screwed up my exams. big time.
desmond scribbled at 5:11 PM.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

b.r.o.k.e.
desmond scribbled at 4:41 PM.
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theres always steps taken in decision making.
what they left out, is the emotions involved.
and its never a yes or no.
theres always a why.
never been harder.
desmond scribbled at 11:10 AM.
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