Saturday, February 25, 2006

am actually looking foward to going back. no anxiety. no fear. no confusion. hafent been so focus in a while about anything. for once i know what i want in the next one year. work hard. get the right honours. and get out of there for good. get back. hopefully get the right job. and move from there.

ive surprised even myself by how much am actually thinking about right now on the future. on what i want. not for myself. guess the pressures working on me. not that ive just realised that everythings on me being the only child. the fear is doing good on me, for i know i cant afford to fail. alls at stake. and the fear has turned into pressure, but for some weird reasons its actually turning into a quiet confidence.

few has seen the serious side of me. myself included. =)

guess this is one of the few post that digs out a bit of me for a while.

without crap.
desmond scribbled at 11:59 PM.
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