Saturday, October 01, 2005

i am the baby born so dark that you think its cos of all the coffee you drank.

i am the baby whos cheeks were like hamburgers that everyone pinches every now and then when you brought me out.

i am the baby that was known as 'xiao hei' due to my colour.

i am the kid who enjoys eating your curry chicken.

i am the kid who sees you as my second mum.

i am the boy so clumsy that i walked straight into the door knob and now has a scar on my forehead to remind me of.

i am the boy who was in cloud nine when the letter first came.

i am the boy who still wonders why i did not.

i am the boy who still regrets for what is not done.

i am the boy forced to grow up when everyone else was still enjoying their childhood.

i am the son who had a wonderful time growing up as a toddler.

i am the son who is grateful for always providing me with the best.

i am the son who knows how much you had went through.

i am the son who knows you sob secretly at nights when we were going through the worse, and my heart breaks for you.

i am the son who used to hate you for what you had done to us.

i am the son who did not want to see his family break up.

i am the guy who had no place to call his home at the age of 14.

i am the guy who can't return to the place he called home at the age of 16.

i am the guy who screwed up my Os so bad that for a while i thought i can't continue my studies.

i am the guy who so nearly sign on.

i am the student that always had a thousand other things to worry about.

i am the son who is glad that things had turned out for the better.

i am the son whose heart melts whenever he sees the 2 of you together.

i am the son that is thankful and grateful that things are what they are now.

i am the son who now love you both more than ever.

i am the son who hopes that you can be proud of.

i am the son who could never say 'i love you' in your face, even though i write that to you every now and then.

i am the son whose main worry is the both of you when i left for melbourne.

i am the son who can't wait for each day to past so that we can have our weekly outings once again.

i am the grandson who still think about all the tea sessions we used to have everytime i visit you.

i am the grandson who should have spent more time with you before you left.

i am the grandson whom you have always pampered the most on and has a special nickname for.

i am the grandson who should have visited you more often.

i am your child who do not sees you but knows that you have always been there.

i am the child whom you've been protecting and guiding all this while.

i am the child who speaks to you and thank you each and every night.

i am the child who is fearful and yet thankful for everything.

i am the guy who is appreciative for all that has happened.

i am the friend who values our friendship even though we don't keep in contact all the time.

i am the friend who hopes you will come to when you need anything.

i am the boyfriend who never speaks what i truly feel about you.

i am the boyfriend who never shows enough appreciation for all that youve done.

i am.
desmond scribbled at 8:15 AM.
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