Monday, August 23, 2004

finding myself thinking about ording too often. darn. the mood is coming. got to focus. still got work to do. things to settle. sigh. orange cloth parade tomoroe. my first and last time as a parade commander. hope all goes smooth. either that or it rains. ha.

think the olympic ping pong fever is getting to everyone. just had a workout at the table tennis table in the mess. tiring. ha. felt like the olympic. ha. read calvin's blog. he said something about not wanting to grow up. how true. i dont want to. all the responsibilities. the commitment. i wanna stay at 18. where all i do is go sch. sleep. eat. canoe. everyday. no worries. sigh. i really dont want to grow up. to face the society. the evil out there. ha. childish thinking. but still. i wish i was 18 every year. having my parents there always. but guess that will never happen.

i got to grow up. to take up responsibilities. to commit myself. to work. to earn enough for myself mag and my parents. i want to grow up. to be able to take care of my parents in return for all they have done. i must grow up. to mature. to grow. in thinking and in doing.

had some ritual thingy behind company for the seventh month. good that it was done in a way. dunno why actually. pen down the few uni that i would apply for this coming sunday. uni melb rmit unsw uwa. sigh. i just cant decide. why why. if only mag can tell me a confirm answer if shes going over. then i guess i wun have any problem deciding. oh well.

another day is gone. i wonder what have i done thats fruitful today. hmmz. settled sit test stuff rehearse for parade replied a few mails. darn. thats basically nothing fruitful at all. what a waste of time. but then again what could i have done? being trap here. maybe catching some crabs will help. ....

manage to save quite a bit this month. not much. but still am proud of myself. ha. at least theres 3 digit left. ha. not much to spend anyway. better get some rest. if not it will probably be the first time a parade commander faints in a parade.

counting down...

lord i pray that you watch over my parents and just grant them good health and that you will continue to hold me close and guide me to where you want me to go.






stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.

desmond scribbled at 10:49 PM.
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