Friday, July 09, 2004

woohoo. am still sick. mags getting better. better dont piss her off again. must try my best to remember. slept in bunk in the afternoon after poping in another 2 pills. somehow just cant sleep in peace in bunk. either people walking pass or banging doors or phone. sigh. what rest? no one called. got me worried. ha. luckily nothing happened. woke up as i promised those rascals i would bring them to gym. played a bit of guitar with lian cai as i saw him on the way there.

thought tomoroes parade would be cancelled. damn it. its still on. sigh. waste of time. dont they understand. that we nsf has got a life? after spending a week everyday, everynight in camp we need to get out and get some fresh air? they get to book out go home to their family everyday. WE are humans too. humans with family to go home to. gf to spend time with. we are not recruits. we need our own time too. and they got to do it on a sat. when everyone's booking out. what the heck. enough of this shit. talk about care for soldiers. seven days a week. 5 and a half day in camp. thats a recruit's life. we have already been through that. one and a half day out. thats like what? less than 36 hours out. but oh well guess thats life. accept it. it will come to an end soon. come what may.

staying for rt tomoroe with william. hopefully i will recover fully this weekend. lj bdae party tomoroe. dont really feel like going. but wanna spend more time with mag. oh well. sun is the amazing race thing. ha. hope it would be fun. and am alright by then. hope to really spend some quality time with mag this weekend. off to dreamland.

thank you Lord. for just watching over me in my life and just blessing me in each and every way that i may not see.








stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.
desmond scribbled at 11:35 PM.
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