Wednesday, July 07, 2004

sick. and tired. feeling real terrible. dint wanna report sick cause gotta work anyway. tried playing soccer to run it off. guess it was a stupid idea. indeed it was. got william to buy medicine for me. turn in early yesterday. good rest. nose is turning into a tap thats always on. running out of toilet rolls.
ran again this morning. william offered to switch role. dint want to. not really nice anyway. and again i thought i could run it off. guess am wrong again.

pissed mag off again. by forgetting again. sigh. really really think i need memory pills. how could i forget that shes got friendly with the national team today. but i was sick aint i? maybe thats not even an excuse. been pissing her off a lot recently by forgetting a lot of stuff. dead meat. whats wrong with me. sigh. what can i do to remember?

ippt tomorrow. hopefully lots of them will go. dint wanna set a standard. just want them to put in their best effort. as long as they give their best thats good enough for me.

medicine probably took effect on me this afternoon. or maybe it was just me being too tired. slept in dq office and in the mess. shiok. but nose still leaking after that. need more of that pills i guess. called jan. think hes good over there. or so he sounds.

find myself getting more and more difficult to wake up these days. maybe too little duty. should do more. or maybe am just getting old. or is it the ord symtoms? ha. dragging myself out of bed a lot. hopefully i will fully recover for their ippt tommorow to encourage and motivate them on. busy day ahead.

Lord grant me the strength and wisdom to do what you want me to do.







stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.
desmond scribbled at 10:07 PM.
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