Thursday, July 15, 2004

right day to apply for off. rained in the morning. good weather to sleep in. went shopping with ben e dick and william on tues nites off for mags bdae. kinda fun actually. buying all the stuff and everything. but when i realised how much i had spend its not that fun anymore. guess shes worth it. its her 21st after all. hopefully all will go well the surprise and everything and that all can make it that day.

6 more botaks left yesterday. good enough. had a 4.4km run with oc yesterday. and i fell. how clumsy can i get. kaoz. luckily not running with botaks. found myself out of breath much easier. getting older and weaker. sigh. and the static nearly killed me. been a long time since i did so much. and now my leg hurts like hell. when i bath its like biting into my skin. sigh. mum tried some yellow lotion on it yesterday and i jumped right up from the sofa. boy was it painful. one drop was enough. couldnt cover myself properly with my quilt. it kept touching the injured area. clumsy me.

gonna meet yf later. now that jan's gone one less to go out with. settle all of mag's present later. kinda lazy to drive. hopefully get yf to drive. idp finally replied me. and my campus is in the wooloo bundoora. suburb. guess theres good and bad. take a break from the busy lifestyle. mum's been asking when am i gonna finalise the uni thing. one part of me actually dont want to so that i wont have to go. avoiding the issue they say. sigh. i really cant bear to leave. but seeing that jan is doing pretty ok there guess should be pretty ok.

alrite off to meet yf. yawnz. lazy day. ten more weeks to go.

father i pray that you guide me and lead me to making the right choices and decisions you want me to in my life.








stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.
desmond scribbled at 11:02 AM.
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