Monday, July 26, 2004

its over. finally. had a super hectic day. talk about ppl not calling you from the coy. sigh. missed call from orange cloth first thing in the morning. way before my alarm was suppose to ring. work. work. work. at least i dint overslept for one. saw mum busy cooking. felt pretty bad actually. preparing all the food.

got ivan up in time. really grateful to him for all his help. been with me the whole day. talk about it. from jurong to hougang to clementi. got all the food. spent more money. its all worth it i guess. had i difficult time bringing her around to stall time. thankful to all who helped made this happen. ha. seeing the smile on her face. even though a bit of it shows me that she actually was suspecting and expecting it coming along.

had a good drinking playing session. less the fact that jh cant mix drinks for nuts. her mixer and liquour ratio is totally opposite. had a really hard time getting mag to sleep. she just kept coming down. ha. was good to see her drunk for the first time. and got a surprise seeing ivan drunk as well. been drinking with him for 5 yrs now. never seen him so dead before. only a few souls survived at the end. ha. and i was one of them. ivan benson gracie austine and mag were all zombies by one in the morning. ha.

went to get teabags for them. walked like 10mins and jh suggested we drive. what the heck. considering the amount of alcohol i drank i decided to go for it. now i know they sell teabags for 20cents at the coffee shop near macs. and i also know that the mama shop at the chalet actually sells them too. damn it.

had i good talk with lj and jh when we got back. dewei was half awake on the floor. they asked me how will it be if i were to go. what will happen to mag. like ive got a choice. sigh. was a bit surprise actually that they talked about it. guess mag was telling them too. but good to hear others views as well. and at the end of it all before gracie came down with a messy spool of hair and a sleepy face, there was no answers to it. guess when you got to go you got to go. but i believe too that mag and i will stay. together in the end. but we did conclude that we are all getting old. and its time to think about the future.

the first and last time am gonna do this. ha. super tiring doing this alone. luckily got help from a lot of them. really apreciate it a lot. and if you guys happens to read this in time to come. i thank you. really. for making it happend and helping along the way. and giving mag a memorable 21st birfdae.

gonna settle uni stuff on wed. apply for melb uni. and ask if i can hold my place in rmit. hopefully i can and save on the application fees. tired. and deadbeat. slept at 7am on sunday. need to catch it back.

lord i pray that you will guide me to make the right decisions in my life. and it will be what you want it to be and not what i want.











stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.
desmond scribbled at 10:18 PM.
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