Sunday, July 18, 2004

sunday again. the time of the week. where ive got to book in. sat was pretty ok. got to spend some time with mag. walking round town and pool. was really tired by the end of it. picked dad up in the middle of the night and cant sleep after that till 5 in the morning.
 
pick mag up from school again this morning at 1130. dragged myself out of bed. and she told me we are going town. i mean i was still in my sleeping attire. and she had no mention her about going town at all before that. promised mum to be home for lunch. dropped mag off at hcjc bus stop for lj's car. was really pissed. slept for 5 hours. waited for half an hour. and then going back home alone again. wasted effort. really was pissed. felt like an idiot. nevermind. its over. was really tired when i reached back home. wanted to forget it and pick her up from town but was too tired to do so so she took a bus here instead.
 
sigh still thought could spend a lazy sunday with her. guess it was not to be. communication they call it. got the new hillsongs cd. pretty good. but still think the WOW worship is much better. ended the weekend well i guess by going to the supermart with mag for groceries.
 
got to think of a plan for this sat. how to bring everyone there and not let her know. how how how. busy week ahead. got to go now before i miss the ferry. sick of it.
 
draw me nearer i pray father. draw me nearer to you.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.



desmond scribbled at 10:38 PM.
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