Thursday, July 01, 2004

got to a pretty bad start this morning with e parade. zero communications. and people starts to point fingers. when they dont even realise that they are actually the one causing all the complication. bad start. cant believe it. after all that uve done, somehow it all still became your fault. wad the heck. come what may. i will shoulder.

better afternoon when ben came back for his pink ic. mines coming soon. coming soon. be it for better or worse i just wanna get it. and leave it all behind. now i understand why people dislike the way this management works. you can get a thousand things done right, and just one minor fault. youre gone. ha. lucky i made the right choice. nsf.

off tomorrow. so that can meet up with jan and guys for late nights out. and sleep in. but wad the heck. parade again my off morning. arghz. so now got to go back on the first fast craft. and come out again after that. believe if this would to happen to someone else they would be grumbling non stop. dont wanna name names. but i suppose thats life. not everything goes your way all the time.

met jan and company for dinner at marche. was pretty late. talked to encik about company stuff. think he has got his points. but maybe its a bit too late or impossible to implement. sigh. dont wanna talk too much on this anyway. dinner was sting ray and crayfish. at marche. yes. marche. not chomp chomp. shared with yf. pretty good i must admit. decided to go to wine bar and zouk after dinner. yf was reluctant to go. i was a bit too. thinking of the stupid parade tomorrow morning. but manage to persuade yf to go. wanted to take a break there anyway. and also might be the last time to club with jan for a few yrs.got a few ideas from gh on how to ord earlier. ha. got no idea what those zombies were dancing in zouk. mambo nite. they all seemed to be hypnotised. all doing the same motion. had a pretty good larff out of it anyway. ha. left at one. four more days before jan flies off. sigh. one less best buddy. one less snooker kaki. one less talk cock kaki. one less to do anything you want to with. one less old friend. but guess it will be pretty fast. time flies dont they. looking back twelve years since i know jan. twelve years. pretty amazing i must admit. thank God. still awaiting results from ntu. dreading to go work nowadays. to face the people. to face the hypocrites. to face the act put up by all of them.

better sleep. before i faint in the parade tomorrow. no specs also. dont wanna strain my eyes too much. best time is when am asleep. no one to disturb. no worries. cause am away in dreamland. dreaming of what i want. and what makes me hairpee. off i go.






stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God.
desmond scribbled at 2:07 AM.
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