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jan's leaving soon...one less kaki of the few that are left. true friends these days are really hard to find..you wouldnt know if its true till youve been through good and bad days together.. sigh. realised that people in this world are actually pretty superficial, putting on a facade. myself included. working for the good of oneself and not for the whole. whats wrong these days. whats with gossiping.. back stabbing.. what good can one benefit from it.is it out of fear or position?i wonder. was talking to william, if only everyone could just be agreeable. but then again if everyone would be like that guess we wouldnt know wads happy, sad. right, wrong. guess hes got a point. people see others as wad they perceive others to be. for all we know that might not be his/her true self. a very interesting point which i gathered. the info we receive from another person is always a third hand information. what we feel might not necessary be what we say. what we hear might not be what others said. how true. got rejection from nus again. fated. awaiting for ntu. really appreciate all the effort that my parents and mag went through for my uni stuff. hafent given up hope yet. cause i believe. believe in Him. believe He hears. and He answers. even if i dun get in it doesnt really matter, cause i believe that He has it all planned out. Lead and i will follow thee. who knows might just join jan at RMIT. who knows. beginning to see life more. with the different kind of people in this world. different attitude, workstyle, lifestyle. beginning to regret saying how i wish to grow up fast, when i was a kid. at the same time appreciating more for what ive got. the people around me. my parents. maggot.friends i grew up with since pri sch. rem my dad saying true friends are those u made when in pri sch and whom stay through your life. how true. growing up too fast. too soon. like mag says cant be protected all your life and be dependent on your parents. one seldom appreciate what they have till theyve lost it. is learned something from mag this week. it takes guts to say the simplest sorry. sorry always seems to be the hardest word.is it the ego or wad. i said it anyway. and it really felt much better.no matter how the other party receives it. at least i knew i took e guts to do it. stay humble. stay true. to yourself. to God. desmond scribbled at 1:08 PM. | |
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